Lived Experience Forum

[Former-Member]

Really needed someone to chat to..... 😥

[Former-Member]

Hi @Former-Member
its only available mon - fri 9-5 eastern time i think.
There's always the beyond blue line/chat and lifeline?
hope you're ok

[Former-Member]

I don't know.
I think I just need some support tonight.

[NiteKat]

Thanks for being here 5-HT

You are certainly supported by everyone on forums. Makes sure you keep us all in the loop of where you are at right now 🙂

[Former-Member]

Hi @NiteKat,
I'm just not feeling very well.

[Former-Member]

sorry you're not feeling well @Former-Member
I like your profile pic.. in saying i like it, i mean that its such a good image to represent how it can feel sometimes, really relate to it.
i'm about to make a cuppa, want one?

[utopia]

What's wrong @Former-Member?
Do you feel physically sick or is something else going on?

[Former-Member]

Just made a cuppa, and grabbed an apple.
Snow white was one of my nick-names as a kid. I like how the voices are chasing her. Reflects how I feel a lot of the time.

I just get at this point where everything is pointless because I am worthless, useless scum of a human being. There is no point or reason for me to be alive.
The problem is, reality reflects these thoughts. People DO think I'm the scum of the earth. People DO treat me like I'm a worthless human being.
I just don't know why I don't have the guts to do what needs to be done.

[Former-Member]

@Former-Member im sorry that things feel like that and are like that at the moment. I'm glad that you are here, you are so caring and friendly and well liked here on the forums. I see you around the place and think the forums are better for you being here. I do feel like you need that extra support tonight as you said. Would you be able to phone lifeline or even suicide call back line?
here iwth you (sometimes i dont realise people have answered unless i get tagged, im not so good at keeping up with things lately sorry)
lj

[Former-Member]

Thanks @Former-Member,
I've been talking online to beyond blue. That's helped a bit.
I've found a new zombie movie online.
I think I'm going to make another cup of tea and watch that in bed.
And somehow work out how to tell my doctor how I'm feeling on Tuesday.