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17-02-2019 08:20 PM
17-02-2019 08:20 PM
Feeling very low
My friends and my family, I feel, could do better without me in their lives. They are throwing a party while I’m in respite and I’m not invited. My promised birthday gift isn’t coming now as it was sold to someone else. If I still want what I was going to be given, I was told to buy it myself. I get bullied by the mrs about my former drug use. It makes me wonder if they actually do care or only care when it is convenient for them.
It shouldn’t matter but it hurts.
I’m a loser anyway. I just feel like running away.
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17-02-2019 08:50 PM
17-02-2019 08:50 PM
Re: Feeling very low
You're not a loser, though I see how the actions of others might be making you feel like that.
Lots of caring from here, wishing you felt more of it from those important to you in your life ❤
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17-02-2019 09:07 PM
17-02-2019 09:07 PM
Re: Feeling very low
Personally I cannot wait for respite @CheerBear . We haven’t had any fights but somehow I think space is needed.
You mmentioned loneliness, I think I am pretty lonely. I spend night after night crying 😢 but nobody notices here at home.
Thank you for thinking of me.
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17-02-2019 09:12 PM
17-02-2019 09:12 PM
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18-02-2019 01:06 AM
18-02-2019 01:06 AM
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18-02-2019 09:39 AM
18-02-2019 09:39 AM
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Hey there @Queenie just checking in to see how you are travelling today? Sounds like you've had a heavy few days.
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18-02-2019 04:45 PM
18-02-2019 04:45 PM
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Hey @CheerBear I disappear on Friday for a week hopefully. It is pretty lonely here with no friends who visit. I sit in my room and listen to music and just cry 😢 most nights. Maybe the heart will grow fonder in my absence?
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18-02-2019 04:51 PM
18-02-2019 04:51 PM
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Hi @nashy today anxiety has the better of me. I feel like I’m going to be sick but keep trying to breathe around it. It was a college day today and thankfully I got through it. Tomorrow I’m doing a major assessment very nervous!
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18-02-2019 04:53 PM
18-02-2019 04:53 PM
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🙁 That sounds sad and I hope your people are kinder to you soon. Would there be anyone in respite you could talk to about what home is like for you and maybe have a family meeting (or something like that)?
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18-02-2019 05:37 PM
18-02-2019 05:37 PM
Re: Feeling very low
Good Luck with handing in, or getting more time for your assignment.
You have achieved a great deal even if the Mrs and kids do not always see it.
Getting off drugs is no easy matter. You Rock!