Thank u Hams my friend for ur kind words. I'm not sure if I'm getting the help I need or not as things r getting worse. But maybe that's to b expected, I don't know. It's my first time in hospital for mh so don't rly know what to expect. What I do know is that it's torture at the moment. 

Thanks so much for ur encouragement @Hamso , I rly appreciate it my friend.

Take care

Doglover