Thankyou for taking the time to reply. I always look forward to whst you have to say.
I write on here because I have nowhere else to write. Snd I write because at home no one would sit with me yo listen. And to be honest I would struggle. I find it very difficult to open up with hubby and kids. At least here I can be me with no one really knowing me in real life. I can openly say whst I want and how I’m feeling.
Dec why can’t I see myself improving?
why do I always feel depressed and negative.
I understand that a lot of my issues I have now are from my childhood. My mums controlling and manipulative ways.
I still wish I could get away with a friend or myself. But that will never happen. If my D was able to go away we could go.
i feel that we’re going backwards reg our financial situation.
I feel we’ll have to sell in the near future. And I know def we won’t get another house like we’re in now.
I don’t know. I have so many stressors that aren’t helping. I know.
Snd huff n puff isn’t helping the situation or how I feel.
yiu know Dec sometimes lately I question whether I should stsy or leave in my marriage. It’s so stressful emotional. I just don’t know what to do.
I do love him but he’s not understanding or sympathise with me.
I don’t know. Some days I feel I could walk away. But then I blame myself for how we are st the moment.
Theres been no intimacy or anything fir a long time. Months and months. it doesn’t help with meds snd menopayse. And even thst I blame myself too.
Its a mess isn’t it?
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