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[Former-Member]

Hey @Eden1919 , like @Snowie  said no need to explain as hard as it for you keep trying to distract yourself. My ex send me a a message today which I think applies to all of us. 

"If the only thing you have managed today is keeping yourself together, then I am very proud of you"

Always thinking of you and Snowie. 💖

[Snowie]

Hi @Former-Member 

Such a good message and good reminder that sometimes just getting through the day is enough.

Thinking of you and @Eden1919 too 💖💓

[Eden1919]

@Snowie  I have basically just been watching Netflix but at least it is something. Idk I just feel like everything is getting on top of me and like right now is such a bad time for that. 

[Snowie]

it is something @Eden1919 , at least you are trying which is all we can ask of ourselves.

With you through all of this hun

Love and hugs 💖💜

[Eden1919]

@Snowie  Thanks... I don’t know what to do it is starting again and I don’t know what to do now. I thought i had given them enough but I obviously haven’t. I didn’t think even if they were back it would happen so fast. I am not allowed to eat again and i am scared they won’t want me to sleep again as well. I am so stupid I don’t know why I even thought for just a second that I could do/have them, I am tired and I don’t even know what exactly is real or even if I am where I think I am. Was this what all that was about but I still don’t know what exactly the reason is I must have done something terrible. 

[Snowie]

@Eden1919would contacting a helpline help in situations like this? I am not sure if they are helpful for you or not.

Stay strong hun, you are doing the best you can. I hope you can manage to have something to eat today

Will be around for awhile if you need to chat

[Snowie]

Hi also to @Former-Member 

How are you going today?

[Former-Member]

Afternoon @Snowie 

[Eden1919]

@Former-Member  sorry i didnt see your last post until now must have been a glitch. 

@Snowie  helplines tend to make things worse for me, i dont really trust them. i really dont know what to do i feel all weird. 

[Former-Member]

Fat fingers hit post before I finished the post. 

bad day

@Snowie hope you and @Eden1919  can find some peace today💖