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26-03-2020 05:47 PM
26-03-2020 05:47 PM
Re: Falling
Hey all,
Just wanted to check in, as it sounds like there's been some tough times expressed here.
@Eden1919 - hope your day has improved. You said you were feeling weird/not right. Did you find some ways to manage the stress or soothe these feelings? If you feel like you need a bit of extra help, please feel free to get in touch with us here by tagging @Former-Member, or if you feel it could be helpful please don't hesitate to reach out to the SANE Help Centre (1800 187 263) or any other service such as Lifeline (13 11 14). Sometimes just talking through these feelings can make a world of difference.
@Former-Member I just wanted to see how your appointment went, especially as you said it may have been triggering for you. I hope it was manageable and that you're taking it easy this afternoon. Let us know if you're in need of any extra support too.
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26-03-2020 08:57 PM
26-03-2020 08:57 PM
Re: Falling
It was beyond difficult and I have not coped well since. Emotions are all over the place and just want to give up on this whole moving forward gig.
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26-03-2020 08:59 PM
26-03-2020 08:59 PM
Re: Falling
Hey @Snowie , it was just horrible and messed up. I can't believe how hard it was.
I hope you're day has been good 💖
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26-03-2020 09:01 PM
26-03-2020 09:01 PM
Re: Falling
Hey @Eden1919 , just checking in to see how you are doing tonight. 💖
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26-03-2020 09:03 PM
26-03-2020 09:03 PM
Re: Falling
Hey @Former-Member , they are super hard. My thoughts and love goes out to you tonight 💖💓
@Eden1919hope you are travelling ok 💜
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27-03-2020 02:46 AM
27-03-2020 02:46 AM
Re: Falling
@Jynx @Former-Member @Snowie sorry for the late reply I am just struggling a bit with everything and idk it is hard to explain. Sorry about your appointment @Former-Member .
I am just feeling really weird like before I ended up in hospital things were really chaotic like I hadn’t spelt and I wasn’t eating or drinking and I was hearing things a lot and sometimes I was seeing things and I thought everyone was actually like a demon kind of creature and I was really scared and panicked and I couldn’t even speak properly and everything was just really scary and like I am trying to ignore it all and I am sleeping a little and trying to at least drink but the eating is still hard but I feel like I am one small thing away from being back there and the hospital didn’t help it just made me more scared and instead of being focused on the fact that I thought everyone was not humans it just made me focused on the fact that those non humans want to harm me and I have to hide from them and stay quite and do what they want so that they don’t harm me. And now I feel so trapped because I am still having a lot of the thoughts from before except now I just feel like I am not allowed to share them and that I have to put in even more effort to look normal just to avoid those maybe people maybe not people, people from making things even worse/more difficult for me. I am trying really hard but I still feel really off and I don’t know what to do long term everything is just a huge mess and no one around me understands or is even really trying to. If I say something that isn’t what they think they don’t try and understand they just think oh I am not normal and we need to make me normal even if that isn’t possible. I can tolerate not being normal but sometimes I just need some support/help to manage and I feel like everyone is so focused on me being how they want they are not helping me to do what I need to get through.
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27-03-2020 12:57 PM
27-03-2020 12:57 PM
Re: Falling
Ohh sweets, You really are having a rough time right now. Though I can’t help you I am here to listen and chat whenever you want.
Sending you love and hugs @Eden1919 💖
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27-03-2020 02:18 PM
27-03-2020 02:18 PM
Re: Falling
Sorry its so rough at the moment @Eden1919
You are showing great strength hun
Love and Hugs, Snowie 💓💖
@Former-Memberlove and hugs to you too 💜❣
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28-03-2020 04:52 PM
28-03-2020 04:52 PM
Re: Falling
@Snowie @Former-Member Thanks again, I am trying hard it keep distracted but i still feel really weird and idk everything is just so difficult I can’t even explain it.
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28-03-2020 05:17 PM
28-03-2020 05:17 PM
Re: Falling
You don't need to explain it @Eden1919 , just know that we are here for you.
It's good that you are trying to keep distracted even though it is difficult.
What have you been trying?